I deserve a lot better than the shit you put me through.
I give everyone second and third chances and I still end up getting fucked over every time.
If you are reading this, you have survived your entire life up until this point.
You have survived traumas, heartbreak, devastation, the elements, different phases of life. And here you are.
You go, motherfucker. You’re awesome.
There will be a lot of obstacles, struggles & demons you will have to face on your journey. Do not run away. Do not hide. Do not say that you are unworthy. It will be difficult & some days will be harder than others, but I want you to know the Universe is conspiring on your behalf. You are more than flesh. You are constellations. You are energy. Energy cannot be created nor destroyed. Speak and desire with your heart, your spirit, and your soul. Know that when you wake up in the morning & you decide to face your day not knowing what lies ahead that that act alone is revolutionary.
I’m not sure where things are gonna go with us but I’m in a bit of an anticipation as to what will happen. It’s kind of a strange feeling getting into something new and starting over with someone who’s been doing pretty good so far. I guess things were meant to happen with it being our second time around. Let’s just hope that this time things actually become a success instead of ending things before it even started.
I wish I could be exactly who you want. Precisely who you need. Except I’m just me. That’s all I can give you. I’m not your perfect. I’m hoping I’m enough.
That when you’re just waking up to start your day somewhere around the world people are just ending theirs?
I somehow always unintentionally forget to eat and then I get mad at myself for it.